The mall today was so awesome!! Lol hung out with Angela!! XD then Myles came out of no where and started to chill with us… Angela your friends are awesome XD
Oh shiiieeet and I saw Jazlyn today :D I didn’t even plan to see her today and she just shows up out of no where… I can’t even describe how I felt when I saw her… I only saw her twice today but that’s enough for me :) seeing her today made me wanna get started on this video fast!! I’m starting on Monday!
And then my day got sorta ruined… My friend doesn’t want me to hang with Jazlyn… I don’t see why she dislikes the thought of me hanging with (or even dating) Jazlyn… -__- she’s killing my effort for Jazlyn -__-…..
I don’t think my body was made for dancing.. After I dance, the joints in my knees and elbows are in pain.. And I’m extremely sensitive to pain. Grah either I got to figure out a way to get rid of the pain, or give up my dream… Cuz honestly I feel anymore of this, could cause serious injury that’ll prevent me from many other stuff.
Plus dancing is a serious mental disaster for me -__- I take this stuff seriously, so if I can’t learn a move, make my own move, or even if someone gets more recognition than me cuz they dougied and I did real dancing… I’D BE PISSED THE WHOLE DAY!! It’s really frustrating… Choreo is especially :P freestyling is easy and a really good stress reliever cuz you can dance however you want, putting whatever emotion in it, and just use imagination…. But in a battle.. Freestyling becomes another thing I worry about.. Imagination vs. imagination, popularity vs. popularity, and skill vs. skill…. Although popularity rules it all… And that’s what really gets me fired up
Dancing is fun.. But if I’m gonna be physically and mentally damaged from it… I may have to think about giving it up soon… I’m still gonna dance for now. The time for me to give it up won’t be so soon
“i’m trying to get paid too
but I got one question
whatever happened to the heart
that pumped the passion into the art
the entity that gave you the energy to wanna start”—macklemore - b boy (via my-yellow-sofa)