A little distracted today, and definitely nervous. Reffing for the first time, I didn’t know the rules, what to do, and the positions. So, I just winged it. The distractions… I wish I could live without.. I don’t need anymore this summer, gotta focus. It was too hot outside too. I almost passed out. I wouldn’t have minded though. Got shot so many times today. It actually felt good… Y’all may think its weird, but whatever, I kinda like the feeling of getting shot… It got my mind off of my distractions , but only for a few seconds. I’m just hoping after all that hard-work, I get my paint and admission.
I probably should’ve asked for one… I’ve been a bad friend to her these past months, all cuz of that one issue… Grr one last hangout as the best friends we used to be… I should, but I won’t. Lol better off forgetting ^.^